My weakness

Some wires goes wrong inside me these few days.
I'm searching some lame and boring article to read and the WORSE is I ENJOY READING IT.
When I was young, I thinking to be a pharmacist, living with those medicine and drug name. Instead I should, at least I have something busy to do which is memorizing all the medicine and drug name and live happily with them. So, I was here these few day reading more and more article about medicine and trying to memorize all the medicine name but I FAILED !

Know why ???

Because I only got SHORT TERM MEMORY . Sound so IT there hahax ~
Very common that I forget what I had say few hours ago or last few days. Not only that, sometime I do forget what I had texted to my friends. I been having this issue after my previous breakup. TAK TAU MENGAPA !! MUNGKIN he use to give empty promise to me, so instead of feel difficult and dissapointed everytime, so I learn to forget things fast. Hahax ~ I know, I'm blaming everything to him and asking him for being resposible . KACAU AMOI YANG CERDIK PANDAI SAMPAI ADA SHORT TERM MEMORY else BOLEH JADI AHLI FAMASI NI ....

I'm just joking !! Is all because of my daily diet that lead to my brain can't function well as I believe. This is because before I lost so much weight, I got a very goot memory, SMART ASS , intelligent and independent but since after that .... my DAYA INGATAN started to become poor. That is the main factor that I can think off and the very first sign I realised when I started to slim down. So don't let your sister, brother or cousin or friend who is around 12-20 years old doing those stupid things like me because this is the time they need the most nutrient during their "AKIL BALIKH and PERTUMBUHAN DI AWAL REMAJA" else they are going to be retarted and TAI-B like me now. Eh ... not funny K !!! I don't think you wish to see them in the same situation like me now.

I always have this issue and worse when quarrel with my dear morover I'm quite emo person. He will say " Remeber what you say that time? Remember what you do ? Remember what you told me just now ". When I replied, " No, I don't.. can tell me once" he will replied me " Don't act .. you know already why I have to repeat". Erm .. I really scratching my head off. He don't believe me !!! He though I was acting. That is adding more oil insde my fire = ____= .

I think people who use my miror at Wangsa Maju there know, I have lots of notice stick on it what he had told me and I must remember all the time. Everytime I see my self on the mirror I will read through it to remind my self. DON'T LAUGH AT ME !!! I KNOW THIS SOUND LIKE I"M MEMORIZING THOSE IMPORTANT POINT FOR MY EXAM!!! Don't say I got no heart and not sincere to him OKAY !!! If I'm really not, I wont give it a fuck doing all those thing.

People who live with me know I have a lot of notice around my own space. I know is very common, but other feel I'm cute because I wrote it out infact NOT because I'm cute but I'm just a RETARDED !!So, I have to depend on those paper and small note book since after that =____= and have to browse around looking for any method or medicine that can to cure my weakness ? Therefore, for my coming birthday, people who out of budget can buy me a small note book or those sticky notepad as my present . ^^ hahax~
( About my present, here I remember , Gary !! you still owe me a big teddy bear since last year !!! )

Take this as a lesson...
Don't ever let your self in an unhealthy diet ...
make your brain work most of the time....