I.hate.that. Candy.hate.that

Okay, I do not know how I should start and begain. I hate. I hate. I hate. I hate of being in some situation some time. Where I not sure I should move forward of move backward. I just don't wish to get hurt when I got deeper into the hole and end up it was NOTHING and I was the one who got trap inside a deep hole.If I were to know I get this kind of ending I will never step into it because I don't wish to HURT again. HURT wasn't a good feeling at all. It is not easy to stand back after you get HURT from some one you trusted so deep and BETRAY you one day. Even is not to BETRAY but because of other reason they got to let you go, it is still not FAIR. I just don't wish to get HURT anymore. I just wish what I had decide wasn't wrong. I already decide to move into the hole and all the best to me that it wasn't a trap again.